Well she answered, but like I thought, she doesn't want me like that: sees me as a family member, she says. But now at least i know her answer, but now I'm not going to see her again... or give a shit (even though deep down i do give a shit, but just don't wanna see her) and frankly hoping i don't see her, because it's just too fucking painful to see a girl you love so badly, you would do anything for... this of course happend once again, and once again my heart prove me wrong... believing in her to i don't know say I love you too (not go out with me, but to hear she feels the same, but she's not so sure about it...) so another lesson learned